I recall how a month or 2 ago(I forget exactly when), I had traded over 250+ horse markets without going in play.. I had just increased my stake level to $100 (big trader me

). I thought I was ready but the trade instantly went into loss ..the psychology of the increased stake had got to my monkey brain

and I couldn't take the bigger red..I let it go IP.I was lucky and didn't get done over but it shocked me so much I have since somehow mentally blocked the capacity not to close out and have thus far refused to go IP at all but I remain wary.I also realise I still suck at manual trading and will probably do for the rest of time. A few weeks later I wasn't concentrating and accidentally went IP...tried desperately to get out but couldn't get there fast enough and took a big loss....Karma
It's a great hobby, I love the challenge & will keep trying...but this game is truly not suited to everyone as a profession. I have found more success in tennis and cricket than horses so will probably tinker there for a while, ..while I wait for my wife (scary maths brain and better risk appetite than me) to supersede my vain efforts if she ever stops changing the world one business at a time

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I reckon a safety servant consistently (and there in lies the rub) applied should sort your issue mate. Good luck