I liked the way the forum software auto changed the software name to 'other'

I wasn't sure if it was taboo to mention a rival software here
I think my request is less about "the data", and more about just wanting to watch ladder activity at my convenience to continue to identify repeating patterns. For my A trade for example, I only see it maybe a handfull of times per week, and if I am unable to dedicate time 12pm-6pm Mon-Fri for example, gathering a big enough sample size in order to quantify a potential edge pattern and identify if a profitable edge or not, will slow progress right up if only playing in Saturday and Sunday markets.
I am doing things very differently going into year 2, after straying off my original path and spending the 2nd half of my first year in what can only be descibed as psychological intoxication. Honestly, from about May - September looking back now it's like I was drunk and so consumed with all sorts, taking in too much info and pressing trades, that I couldn't see the wood through the trees. Peter you did tell me I was doing too much, and you were right, but I couldn't see it. I think chasing losses with real determination insulated me a bit from 'the fear', probably would've been better if I'd just blown up my account. Rip the plaster off!
I can see clearly now the rain has gone, and all the bad feelings have disapered

I am doing a lot less now, and targeting very specific things in order to develop an edge. It's funny because I have known for years about needing an edge, quantifying your results, and categorising trade setups in order to assign appropriate risk to opportunities, but never understood how. I know now, and I also realise to achieve these things takes time and effort. I had similar problems developing a set of rules which also took me a long time to produce anything meaningful, that could fit on one page lol.
So retrading a days activity would be very useful to me going into the new year, but alternatively I guess I could just tune in when I have time and appreciate the time away where my mind can concentrate on other tasks, other than trading. That thought makes me very sad lol
