rogerlisa wrote:...Once I start seeing 4 figure sums coming in I turn my back on it...
Roger
I can see where you're coming from Roger. I was fearful of big money too initially, until I began increasing my own stakes (in Aus racing).
I then realized I didn't need to be afraid of the big fellas, why let them have all the fun? I could be one of them too, and began leveraging my stakes/positions accordingly (but keeping slightly under the market digestion threshold), not out of irrationality, but out of a challenge to push my fear out.
At first few attempts I had my heart pacing quite a bit, but gradually felt comfortable and realized that it was necessary to do that in order to reach bigger PL's or higher turnover. As long as I maintained control over my slip-up's I felt fine handling bigger amounts.
Don't turn your back on seeing big money. You can be it too!