I have been trading horses for about a year, before the race. I work exclusively before the race with small stakes, mixing swing and scalp.
Also recording all the races and see where and what mistakes I make, I write everything down..
As you can imagine, one fatal error has been occurring for months, and that is let race inplay.
Even inplay is not so much a problem as that click in my head when I start gambling and just one big stake to cover red that i not want to accept and get up from the computer..

I tried various things, but from 7 days a week when I follow all the rules and it really goes okay (if that can be said for my trading at all

I read earlier posts on this topic, even for a bot that takes the initial price, but knowing myself, I would still be gambling live even when It collect SP , so it wouldn't help me much..

How do you get used to that red, how do you accept it simply and move on?
Now that I look at it because of a small minus that I didn't want to accept that has absolutely no effect on a weekly or monthly level, but it is late because i blow most of the bank every time....
Any advice, criticism or suggestion is welcome, I really took this seriously and made a huge effort to study price movements, but I still lack the two most important things: discipline and consistency...

I'm not ashamed to be honest and transparent and to share all this with you, I finally gathered the courage
